Perceived Stagnation and Doubts

Well we have hit a wall.

we've played a decent amount since starting this new journey 

8 days played, 7152 hands played bb/100 is 18.41 profit is roughly 26$ (rakeback wont be included in this journey)

but i cant help but have this overwhelming feeling that this is all fleeting, that ill revert back to old ways 

but a voice that has be faint appears to be growing in tone

"what if it works out?" 

and thinking about it now the rabbit hole of if things work out is vastly better than thinking it wont

ive made money playing this game im not a loser degenerate gambler hoping to hit hands or hit a "heater"

we use data and consistent hand reviews to make sure we are playing our strategy accordingly

the wall i referred too was bullshit now that i think about it, if we want to get to NL200 we have to play NL2 we have to beat NL2 then we level up to NL5 and do the same

the only thing stopping YOU is you. yes burnout is real, yes you can get bored playing. but all that doesn't matter when the goal is moving up and getting better. its okay to take Monday off, but you better play some Tuesday, and Wednesday you better upload a YouTube short and play at-least 3hrs  to get ready for: Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday sessions ( 2hour YouTube upload + 4hr stream ) 

so now what? we play we create content until we hit our mark  $10k bankroll and playing at NL200 as a pro ( 50buyins for NL200 ) 

but we must play and put in meaningful volume fall in love with that part 

fall in love with the journey not the destination